Disappointed

i only hope happiness will bestow u.
Is this too much to ask?

i only hope u will keep safe.
It this too much to ask?

i only shared what i think and what i know but leave u to decide.
Do i deserved to be blamed for been too nosy?

i just want to do my part being elder.
i don't want to live with regrets that i withheld information that could make a difference.

i am willing to open the door to let in what i am uncomfortable with but will try to discover the goodness that u fell for.
But all i got in returned is door slammed in my face, telling me that i controlled too much.
But the remote control is never in my hand.
How do i control someone's life when i don't lead a perfect life myself.

i promised to be mindful not to be nasty & no sarcasm.
i kept to my promise.
i shared what was the promise with him, not to direct your decision.
But all i got was anger.

The situation is not going to improve if we don't make the effort.
i am slowly making the effort to improve on it, for the good of all of us.
Are u helping or jeopardizing it?

Thanks for telling me u will be better off happier if u're just a nobody to me.