melancholy

I insomnia; not knowing is because I worry about her or because my past is playing back in my mind.

I cry; not knowing is because it hurts to see her bawling her eyes out non stop or because my past is so painful to reminisce

I cringe; not knowing which is not hurtful; him leaving her or him has only love her as a sister.

I believe to U: Hong Kong will never be a great place for holiday again; Subway will never taste delicious again; Rubik block & WII are not fun anymore.

The whole 213x3 seems to be overwhelmed in sadness. Sunshine & laughter have gone away.

What is LOVE???

Seeing her heartbreak, 我的心不知不觉也痛了起来. It felt like time "rewind" back to then when I was given that "sentence" n yrs ago. Sentenced to heartbreak juz dayz before our anniversary, 2months before my bday, 4mths before Xmas .... & all i can do is 泪不停的流. A lyric in a song, a scene, a scent, almost everything & anything will remind u of that person & the past will juz keep "play back" in your mind. 连笑起来都不快乐，连做梦都泪流。

Y do peps separate juz because different character?
Y do peps separate juz because different perspective?
Y do peps separate juz because of different mentality?

The person U most don't want to hurt always ends up being hurt the most badly.
Is there forever love??
I don't know. Cos 有期望就有失望.

"Love is that first feeling you feel before all the bad stuff gets in the way."


Hump Jing Pang: I understand your feeling & the pain u muz be feeling now. Although i can't bring it away, at least remember u have a listening ear & shoulder to cry on if u need.

Bday Celebrations...part 3

As promised, here is part 3:

Met my dear SP-rians for cheena dinner & fashionable drinks last Wed in celebration of mama & mine bday.
Cheena dinner cos we had chinese food at Chinatown
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Fashiohable drinks cos we chill out at Fashion Bar (which btw has no cover charge but it play trance music & the crowd is more atas)

We 干掉 1 whole bottle of Volka, 2 beers & a glass of Lamborghini within that 4hrs
In the end, i puked thrice for the overdose of drinks cum bah kuh teh :/
"Heng" never roll down stairs or black out or got so drunk that i can't walk myself or make a fool of myself. *phew*
But it's great to un-wind like this some times. Juz some times, not too often ok!

peps: We shall continue our updates the next time

ts & auntie j: u 2 are gonna be next victim liao! heeheehee

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11 Nov

Hoho... this time is fancy high-tea with emperor & ngo ngo at Intercontinental Hotel.
I would say the food for the high tea set & dark choc fondue are average. Can be better but nice presentation. The hotel decor is still as nice & lovely in shades of whites & gold chandeliers. The quiet & cozy atmosphere is suitable for a lazy afternoon catch-up with frenz as it's not as crowded as it's neighbor Bugis Junction. Citibank card holders enjoy 15% off leh!

emperor: hope your career path will be smoother & no more accident
ngo ngo: good luck for your new career move!
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As usual, this yr i rec. many wishes & I thanks every1 of U whom remember my bday. Esp those whom make an effort to meet up... well even if it got canceled last min. ;p
Not forgetting all the pressys & makan treats too!
I felt so luuvvved by u all & i appreciate it. *muck*
But there are always peps (who are suppose to be my good pals) who are so caught up with their life or gfs or work that they totally forgot all about it! hmph! (U know who u're if u're reading this post)

Bday Celebrations...part 2

Ok so here is part 2:

juz hrs ago before reaching home after dinner on 3rd Nov, while in the car,
i asked jt: "how come this yr my bday U never give me flowers?"
jt to me: "i thought U say it's a waste of money?"
me to jt: "ok loh."

But upon reaching home, i saw a bouquet of roses sitting in my room. I guess he didn't want to flowers to get sun burnt whole day out in the Bird Park or suffocated in the car boot bah! lolx
ok so that's suprise no. 1



As the clock strikes 12am on 4th Nov 07, jt & my family spring surprise no. 2 on me by leaving 2 cakes glowing with candles in the dark living room. why 2 cakes???

Cos i am a cake lover!! muahahaha
In actual fact, jt bought an Awfully Chocolicious cake for me
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my sis bought a lychee martini cake from Pine Garden for me.
Both are lip smacking good..... *drooling*

原来 that jt has already "ba kah" with my sis & mum to smuggle these in during the afternoon & hid at home till we left for Bird Park. By the way, the smuggling process happened when i was at home preparing myself & yet i did not once sense it. Given the fact that i am an alert doggie!! *hmph* But it's a nice suprise lah!

Come to think of it, since 1st Nov, i have been eating cakes EVERYDAY!!
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4th Nov

Met miss reporter for a delectable & enjoyable lunch at Majestic Hotel.
We chatted over lunch, took some pics in the arty hotel lobby & sat by the pool side to continue our chat. After that, i acc her to meet her frenz & chat somemore at raffles city over Gloria Jean's coffees. So *calculating*, we chatted for about 7 hrs!! :O

And that's not all..... coz the next day, we met again! We went for 3 media events together & both went home 满载而归 ;p


part 3 coming up soon... i promise
psssh: are U aware that all pics i post are enlarge-able by clicking on it??

Bday Celebrations... so far

This yr's bday celebrations started from 1st Nov 07!!
My boss pre-ordered a chocolicious cake for all the Nov babies before she went KL for work. From the pic, do u notice that most are from the SquareRooms team! That means about 80% of my team are born in Nov too!! :P

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3rd Nov 07

In Spore, where do u find sooooo many birds up close & personal????
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where else......... but Jurong Bird Park!!

i think jt feels that my bday should be spent in nature. Cause last yr was at Bollywood farm & Hay Dairies then this yr is at Bird Park. lolx
But i did enjoyed myself at the Bird Park lah... It's been n years since i last went there. This trip, i even got to feed lory birds & even have an owl to stand on my hand to take pic (though i would have prefer to have taken with harry porter's owl).
After that, dinner was at Jurong Hill Top Jap restaurant. Hmmm i never knew there is a Jurong hill in spore... The tepanyaki is pretty good there but it seems that almost every dish is cook with garlic & butter. So... if u like garlic, i believe u will like the food there.

thats all for today. stay tune for more updates....

Updates for "Fav period is here loh!!"

Edited entry:
further appt bookings updates:
4 Nov - miss reporter lunch
11 Nov - emperor & ngo ngo lunch

EarSplitting Bus ride

As if 1 & 1/2 hrs bus ride home is not torturous enough, add on a wailing devil child & a neh neh ah-beng with blasting sony ericsson mp3 hp, U tell me how to tahan!!

Furthermore, that wailing devil child is juz sitting on the lap of his mum whom is sitting besides me on the same seat!! That devil child not only wail & howl & moan & weep & cry, he SCREAMzzzzz!! Plus, he wiggled & twist around at that pathetic small constraint seat & ended up keep stepping on my dress which is brand NEW! *angry* & when i look (note: i did not stare or make face, really only look) at him, he CRY somemore & even more loudly!! What the hell is his problem leh! Kaozzz.... can the govt. have some laws to restrain these devil child from terrorizing innocent ppl like me!!! How i wish i can muzzle them or have the remote control in the movie "Click" to mute them! Ya i do not really like babies as many of U are aware. I don't find them as cute as "my melody" or puppies or rabbits. Unless they are really cute like them:
& then half way through the horrible ride, that neh neh ah-beng board the bus with his blasting tamil"music"!! *faint* Pls lah... thank U for "sharing" your music but we would appreciate more if U could enjoy it using ear piece. It's juz plain irritating to others like me!! Anyone knows if such ppl can be charge for being a public nuisance????

Gosh! In the end, i can't even hear what is playing on my own mp3! & to think i had to pay higher public tpt fares nowadaz to endure with ppl like these! >.<"""""