i never really quite like him.
In fact, a frenz once say this to me: "if u live with him after marriage, i'm sure the scenario will end up with father-in-law(FIL) fighting with daughter-in-law(DIL). FIL complaining that DIL ill-treat him; while DIL complains that FIL is difficult to get along with. Just like what happened in those news or drama." lolx
Why i don't like him?
Cause i always felt that he did not really did his part as dad well.
But then again, who am i to judge that.
When i received the bad news this morning, weirdly, a sense of sadness still engulf me.
心痛 that jt had to experience the pain of losing 2 closed ones within 2 years.
Just when jt just commemorated his bro's 1st year death anniversary in Feb, this happened.
Coming next CNY, he can't celebrate again.
This set me thinking the whole day.
i dread thinking that my parents will leave me one day.
Though they can be pretty naggy, likes to fight with us over which channel to watch on the tv, likes to dictate what's right/wrong according to their own standard. . .
BUT
i do love them, love my family.
My family is the traditional kinda that don't hug & say "love u" like the westerners.
but that does not mean i do not love them as much.
i cannot imagine life without them besides me.
i guess i'm too dependent to them liao.
God please pray that my parents will be healthy & happy for many many more years ahead.
In fact, a frenz once say this to me: "if u live with him after marriage, i'm sure the scenario will end up with father-in-law(FIL) fighting with daughter-in-law(DIL). FIL complaining that DIL ill-treat him; while DIL complains that FIL is difficult to get along with. Just like what happened in those news or drama." lolx
Why i don't like him?
Cause i always felt that he did not really did his part as dad well.
But then again, who am i to judge that.
When i received the bad news this morning, weirdly, a sense of sadness still engulf me.
心痛 that jt had to experience the pain of losing 2 closed ones within 2 years.
Just when jt just commemorated his bro's 1st year death anniversary in Feb, this happened.
Coming next CNY, he can't celebrate again.
This set me thinking the whole day.
i dread thinking that my parents will leave me one day.
Though they can be pretty naggy, likes to fight with us over which channel to watch on the tv, likes to dictate what's right/wrong according to their own standard. . .
BUT
i do love them, love my family.
My family is the traditional kinda that don't hug & say "love u" like the westerners.
but that does not mean i do not love them as much.
i cannot imagine life without them besides me.
i guess i'm too dependent to them liao.
God please pray that my parents will be healthy & happy for many many more years ahead.
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